I am doing it for myself.

( there's some emphatic gestures as he talks, but nick is happy to be guided over to the couch all the same, frowning with great intensity as he sits, overly careful as he tries not to spill the drink, despite the bottle being half-empty and in no real danger outside of nick dropping it. )

I'm not impressed. Do you know how lame it is being sober for almost three months and still not managing a two-week fucking chip? I might as well have not done it.