It's the journey not the destination?

( nick snorts a little, but he doesn't have the muster to keep up the disbelief. instead he just shrugs, looking at the bottle in his hand and swirling the liquid inside of it idly. )

I don't know, man, I think maybe I'm just not built to be sober. Like I came up with all these stupid loopholes for things that didn't count, and I still broke all of them too.