Not every big life experience is worth it. Sometimes it's better to strengthen bonds you've already got. Because coming back and remembering everything you could have had's depressing.

( another bite of scone, before he reaches for the coffee to wash it down. )

My boyfriend disappeared on me. We'd just signed a permanent contract. He was a bit ahead of me, and was hiding a ton of shit but now who knows when I'll figure out whatever secrets he was keeping. He was supposed to take care of me, and now I've gotta figure out what I'm going to do without him.