[ It is the biggest thing. For him, it always has been. ]

I...

It's the thing that gets me the most, I guess? It's the third time, the first being the time I actually died, and the second being about six months later when the necklace saved me the first time.

And now there's this. It's like it's chasing me. It's everywhere. And I know it happens to a lot of people here and somehow they seem like they're okay with that and I just...don't understand that. I don't know how this isn't everyone's biggest thing.