Credit for what? I left my boyfriend alone with a guy that barely likes him and doesn't remember that they're in love because it was too hard. I wound my feelings around Nate's and then had a total fucking breakdown so now he's had to feel all this for days too. I couldn't even talk to Logan because I knew if I said anything I'd just try and blow shit up with him, too.

( picked a fight with michael, ghosted ragnor, ignored multiple attempts to tell him that he needed to do something different or he was going to overload — and that's just the last couple of weeks. )

I'm a hurricane, and I let all these people get close to me and now I'm just. Dragging them down with me.