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am i winning at therapy?

[allyourfeels]

winning at therapy: something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve?

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exactly 😎and im fucking nailing it

[allyourfeels]

💯 you're getting the best grades at therapy

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thank u i actually appreciate that a lot

[allyourfeels]

there's no actual grades at therapy. but i do see you're working hard

it's kinda hard here bc it's like, we're not done processing last year's flood or w/e but there's been like 8 other terrible things since. so you're like, finishing up putting a band-aid on ur finger, but someone just cut off your leg

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it does feel like
i don't know i don't want to jinx myself and go off the fuckin rails tomorrow now but idk i don't feel as like
fragile, i guess

idk does that make sense?

[allyourfeels]

It makes a lot of sense yeah. Like, you know yourself better and you're better prepared. So like, the idea of something happening is less scary.

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like tbh what are they even going to throw at me at this point like
jail? done it
punishments? had em
dying? lol

like it's yknow 🤷‍♀️ whatever man

[allyourfeels]

that's not really what i meant.

but idk if there's a way to deal with it while we're still trapped here. humans adapt v. quickly, and we develop coping mechanisms and like, whatever coping mechanisms we develop here are probably not gonna be super helpful once we're out. but we're still here so 'whatever man' works.