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prob a good idea tbh i mean it was long as shit for one but i guess thats why they streamed it so unsuspecting ppl would just scroll onto it accidentally + be right in things

anyway thats like. the big thing, the main thing i guess. theres other shit but it kind of all culminates there. i was yknow like. involved.

[allyourfeels]

the city used you to punish someone else, punishing you too in the process?

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yeah i guess
i was like one of the lucky volunteers they brought in

its not like i havent tried to work on this shit but its still like
a lot
like its 100% reasonable if its just shit u dont wanna deal with

[allyourfeels]

you really shouldn't be worried about me, i promise if i run into something that's too hard for me to handle you'll be the first to know

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i am like a lil worried tho
its not like it's fair for me to go and fuck up a bunch of other people just cause im all fucked up and isn't that basically what therapy is

on like steroids cause u feel that shit

[allyourfeels]

that is not what therapy is. therapy is going to someone who can stay detached from the situation, who knows what they're doing.

your feelings won't hurt me, i pinky promise.

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im gonna fuckin hold u to that pinky promise
cause i have like a lot of them

[allyourfeels]

i figured. it's okay man, i'm very safe.

i'm also getting a p. good hold on the reverse empathy stuff, so that's also a thing we can try later on, if ur up for it.

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ok go off mr powers
i guess book me in then doc

[allyourfeels]

where would you be most at ease? i'm thinking abt renting an office somewhere.

my therapist had the chairs and the desk and the threatening box of tissues. but i figure we can do something less formal

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if i cried i would simply magic my tears away rip to u but im different

i mean im uncomfortable all over the up so i don't think an office vs a living room vs a park bench will make that much difference

[allyourfeels]

you wanna meet up in the down?

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no dodging gang violence cause guards give me anxiety seems like an over the top request

[allyourfeels]

my former sub (now a dom) had a house in the down, i dropped in sometimes, it was fine.

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r u sure

we have like. a spare house lol that's so weird. someone left it to my dom i guess. we only rly use it when we're working late i guess that could work? the only other places i go are dive bars and idk if that's therapy material haha

[allyourfeels]

your spare house works. i have a day job but i'm free any afternoon and most weekends.

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oh yeah i can do the weekend 👍 sat morning some time? the place looks like a goth nutted all over it but it wasnt me